Desperation

I almost finished the serum...hopefully it helps them. Although it didnt do shit for me, it should help them out big time... but onto the real thing.

Well im not on Ultragirl...or Blogger status, but im a pretty dammned good hero. Well... a streets hero to be exact. For example, when I came back from pratice, and doing a little fun with Ashley on Wednesday, I saw a thug mugging this about 26 looking woman. Thinking to myself I cant let this happen, I sprung into action. ^_^ He got around the corner, as I decided flight wasnt nessissary, I leaped upwards and landed infront of him. He looked like he was soo gonna shit his pants. I smirked as he unloaded two clips right in my midsection...the absolute worse place to shoot me. I mean, over the week people, I didnt lift that much, but when I did... I REALLY lifted. I max 450 easy now. So the bullets hit my midsection, I flexed my stomach, catchin the bullets and let it go as I slowly walked twards him. I dashed quite fast, I noticed I had superish speed now. Great timing. And popped up behind him, putting him in a masterlock, like I saw on wrestling the other day. He was done. Passed out in like 15 seconds. I put his body down and wrapped 2 thick metal bars around him as I put him ontop of the car I saw him get out of before, and handed the purse back to the lady. Ironically in school the next day, she was our guest speaker in health, talking about date rape. She was alittle cute...not better than Ash though. And there was a cute guy in the class too. He looked at me and did a light wink. Am I in heaven? Who knows. Tracy now fully respects me, so do my parents. Louis is the only one who adviods me. But that will change. I will get his repect in one form or another.

Lust

I dunno what I did... or what drove me to do what I did at wrestling tryouts, but I did it. After tryouts, they decided ot put me on reserves, cause they knew if I was one of the starters, it would be unfair for the other teams. But the girl who hated me the most... Ashley Bloomer...she was there. Shes quite attractive...to both sexes. Black hair, green eyes, a seductivish voice, a fitness type muscle body, with the cutest 4 pack ive ever seen, about 5' 8 and weighing at 150 lbs. She may have looked petite, but she did all the lifting stunts for the cheerleaders despite the fact she was the lead cheerleader. Anyways, she hated me before for being me. Now she hates me cause I make her boyfriends' number stand. So when it was just us in the showers, both of us nude, we were at a distance when she spoke. "Youre such an arrogant bitch Marina..." She said calmly. I didnt reply as I continued to wash myself over, not saying anything. She kept going with the ridicule. "Did you hear me, you over sterioded musclular freakish amazon? Leave my shower room or Ill beat you up!" I didnt reply, as I continued to do my buisness. She walked up to me and attempted to shove me, only pushing herself back. "BITCH!" she screamed. I looked her body over...she was well curved...and well, Im quite impartial to both sexes due to my lifestyle. So I didnt know what to do...I felt Lust. An uncontrolable love....I dunno. But I tried to advoid it...but damn it...i couldnt. So I with my hair tied back I slowly started walking twards her as she backed herself into a corner. I put my hands on her shoulders, and looked deep into her eyes, her eyes showing fear...and an attraction. Dont ask me how I know...but I felt it. "So Im a bitch...huh?" I replied as I started to lightly press against her. She was stammering as she vibrated, it was like she was in the pure thrill of the moment. I lowered my head to her ear whispering, "So you feel it too..." She stammered again, "Uh...uh..." I grabbed her arms and pushed them into the wall, so she couldnt pull it out. She froze as I had my way with her. Whatever pride she had left...was out the window...she's mine. She is mine. I let her go and said, "So you wont bother me anymore...will you?" She nodded dumfoundedly...as she fell onto her knees, looking out of it. I helped her up and we both got dressed and left. I dunno if what i did was the right thing...hopefully it isnt...so I dont have to do it again. Anyways...yall know how to reach me...

A Love For Blood

Before you make assumptions...no Im not a vampire...or a slaughtering brute. This came from the bottom of my heart. Ive lived the last weekend in high regards, and in emotion. My sister Tracy, was in an intresting predicament. We both were sent to the market on Saturday to get some food for Marta, since she came home earlier that day and we stopped at a Giant to grab some food. When we stepped out, a gunman was about to come out to rob the store when he saw her, and decided he wanted "pussy" more than money at the moment. So he held a gun to my sister, screaming at her, to come with him. I came out during the altercation and screamed for him to let her go. I mean, despite all shes done to me...shes still my flesh and blood. And I didnt want to seem like the cold beast she was to me before my change. When he screamed no and was about to open fire, I used my speed...man Im fast. And my hand got between the spot he aimed for, and his gun. Catching the bullet, my hand wasnt cut or anything, that supported the invunarability thing. I threw the bullet to the side and said, "Despite our problems...shes my sister. And you gotta go through me first..." And he thought he could with a knife...although the idiot doesnt realize, if a bullet did hurt, what made him think a knife would. It shattered instanlty on my abs...so what did I do? Shoved him into a wall...hard enough to knock him out. I took my sister, and we left. The walk home was quiet until we go near the house, and Tracy showed humanity. She hugged me and was crying, saying, "Im so sorry sis..." I...felt good. I felt really good. I hugged back lightly, crying too. When we got home, she told our parents everything and they showed pride. I guess my family isnt as half assed as I thought. Next day, after I finished reading through a bodybuilding mag, Tracy walked in asking if I could train with her. So I did. I was lifting my new max of about 200 tons, she was doing 250 lbs. For a normal girl her size, shes pretty strong. Anyways, Sunday went slow. And im sure things will get better over time. All I know is blood is thicker than water...and my sis and I are a bit closer now.

- M

Revival

I dunno, if its...a revalation, or something. But some dream I had... really changed how I look at life. And maybe might have changed the way I use my ablities. My dream went like this. There was flames all over the place... and I saw Marta's motionless body admist the flames. I tried running twards it, my body burning as I pushed through. But the deeper I went...the more it burning as much as it did, I felt stronger and stronger as I got closer to her. But then when I reached her, I awoke...my clothes torn in shreds. Apperently I over flexed....but whatever. Went to go visit Marta. And she was fine...she talked to me...and everything. There are miracles...arent they?

The Urge To Make a Choice

Marta's stable. For now. And I am short for words right now. I was walking down the street from school, well dressed, because it snowed...so yeah. A bus filled with middle schoolers, headed for a bus stop. My face was covered by a scarf thank god...haha, and anyways the bus got stuck on a ditch. My thoughts were, "Oh Its safe, keep walking." Little did i know...that there was a train coming, because that ditch spot they were in, were right on the train tracks. They would have been finished. And with the sound of an oncoming train in the distance, I had to step up! I ran down there and thought for a moment as I saw the train coming fast...since it was a bullet train. I didnt think...I just reacted. I lifted the bus over my head and flew into the sky, keeping the bus stable as I slowly landed on the road, and put the bus down. The kids were cheering, some oohs and ahhs I could hear... some girls were like, "I wanna be like her!" And some boys were like, "Wicked COOL!" Luckily all they saw was my eyes, due to my hat and scarf. I turned and walked away as fast as possible...cause I also heard sirens coming. Anyways, im at home now...I can hear Tracy calling for me to come with them to the hospital, so I will. Maybe being a hero might work out after all...

Reflection 12/05

I failed. I failed Marta. Not only as a sister. But as a guardian. I had power to change the situation...and I called their bluff...and they werent kidding! Marta's healing a little. Theyre not sure if shes going to make it, but shes doing much better. Should I become a hero? To prevent all thats going on? Blogger...Ultragirl...Daphne...Sandra. Che...other beings like myself who trancend what people consider normal. And were looked at differently. All because were more privilaged than they are. And Im sick of it. They dont care about me...im a freak in their eyes. I love life just as much as the next person. But if they want to take away mine...should I take away theirs? should I throw my morals out the window? Sunday...and the rest of Saturday was long. As soon as I stepped out...they glared at me...the police, they came back in larger numbers. All aimed their guns at me...I didnt know what to do. I wasnt going to turn myself in, just because it was a crime to be me. I dont care anymore. I told them, "I dont care...back off." And they screamed and threatened they would call super powered beings on me...to stop me. And I replied, "Bring it." I dont care...if I have to throw it all away to protect my beliefs...I will. My sister...she will get better. I swear...SHE WILL get better. No matter what the cost. For I belive if any of you in my position, would do the same thing...no matter how much you deny it. Im going to lift the new weights I got. I currently bench a little over 85 tons...and I can press up to 90 tons... Although it feels without training im getting stronger...nothing wrong with training. Ill go train a little right now... leave a message after the beep.


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The Devils Cry 12/03

This... Im...Im sorry yall. I cant talk properly right now. Those stupid cops...They...They...Let me tell the story. I dont care what any of you say...what I did was justified. The cops showed. I was outside awaiting what was going on. As they all came out aiming their guns at me, they had S.W.A.T and the freaking F.B.I. there too. I spoke calmly, "Come the hell on...I wont do anything to anyone. Im not a danger to anyone...leave me alone." They kept their weapons on me as I turned, I looked to Louis, Tracy, Mom, and Dad whom were all looking down at me from one of the windows. I dont know if it was a look of hatred. a look of fear, or a look of sadness. Did they actually care about me? Was I someone important to them? I dont know... All I know is Marta was the only one with balls. As they opened fire, the bullets bounced off my body, I just looked to them in silence. Hell sniper bullets were frail against my body. But thats not the thing. The thing...that set me off...goes like this. When they stopped firing I spoke again, "I have no quarell with you. Back off." Three idiot chovanistic men arose of the crowd of officers, pissed and emasculated. The middle one screamed, "SHES A FREAK, ICE THE BITCH!" Marta ran out, standing infront of me, crying saying, "If you want my big sis, youre going to go through me!" I told her that she was acting like an idiot, and she should go back in. I had all these powers and senses...and I couldnt stop what happened next. They opened fire...4 bullets hit Marta. My...heart sunk...and I carried her inside to the family....they were crying as I handed her to them. I...needed to seek vengance....swiftly. They could have...and Might kill her...I walked out, tears streaming. People wonder if devil's cry. Ive been called a devil...and a freak...I guess I am a devil...and if I am...we do cry. What happened next was a blur...All I know is when I snapped out of it...I was surrounded by flames...the smart ones ran off. The three idiots...oh....yeah. They got their just deserts, and anyone who got in my way did...I headed in, took my sister, and flew to the hospital. Thats where she is now...and thats where Im writing from. Maybe shell recover. Maybe she wont. I hope for their sakes she does... Devils do cry...

Never Trust A Sibling 12/01

Anger...can be your worse enemy...and your greatest strength. For Louis it was his worse enemy...for me it was my greatest strength. When my sib's came back and headed to the basement, I could tell Lou was pissed, and he said, "You left a bruise and broken bones on Tracy you stupid bitch." I looked at him, well, now actually down at him. I used to be 5' 4...he was 6' 1. Now Im 6' 5 and hes shorter than I am for the moment. So I glared down at him, "What are you going to do? I have no beef with you so back off." When I turned back to handle my projects, Lou whacked my back with his crowbar...and his crowbar broke over my back. I glared at him with the darkest glare I ever gave him, when I started talking and walking foward...he stepped back and was stuttering like no tomorrow. I started, "Ive been totured by you and Tracy for too long...you fear me now?!" And heres the great part, when I unbuttoned my top, revealing my new build, he looked lustful...but deathly afraid at the same time. I pressed him agianst the wall...he looked in a trance, I guess my eye color does that to people. And he stamored repeatedly. As for Tracy. She looked like she was about to die of fear. But was this what I wanted...? To make them feel like I did? Yeah it was...but I sorta felt like god at that moment. I let him go and said, "Youre my brother...shes my sister. Learn from my example...and show respect." I went back to my work as he ran upstiars with her. I guess it was that moment my hearing kicked in. He ran to his room and started caling the police. And I was thinking, ~What am I gonna do...its the freakin cops!?~ So I dressed up, and headed outside, stadning out there, as they pulled up. I said, "There a problem officers?" They just aimed their guns at me...and when I walked twards them, they pulled the trigger. I was so scared...this was the moment I feared...until it was over. I saw dented bullets on the floor. They hit me and came off. Hell, some even ricoheted off of me. I glared at them and spoke, "Stop it...I caused to trouble and no pain to anyone. Back off." I walked inside and shut the door. I went straight into my room and hid...lord knows what theylll bring next...If I dont get back to yall later...youll hear from me tommorrow.

Another Thought 12 / 01

I did more research on what happened to me. And what I found out shocked me. Apperently I had the gene that I talked about in the last post, the superhuman one thats passed down ever 2 generations in my family. But it was dormant...and wouldnt show itself until I was 18. But amazingly, I did more research. The serum...didnt do jack squat to me. All...it did...was awaken what was within me. So I have a high chance of becoming much more powerful than the ones who came before me. Isnt that kick ass? But the thing is...should I use what I have for the greater good...or do I use it in vengance against the ones who have done me wrong? I dunno. But I made sure I wore baggy clothes to school. Just so Louis or Tracy didnt know what had happened to me. I wanted to make sure they were the last to know. As we went into gym I put on my sweats as we started to jog. Tracy wanted to show how much better she was like usual and called me out to race. This was going to be good. As we waited on our marks Emily, her lackey, called GO. I let Tracy get a 3 second head start as I started to run. I was literally lifting peices of the ground off the floor from how hard and how fast my legs were pushing, and I wasnt even trying! Tracy got real pissed when she saw me waving at her from the finish. When she walked up to me, she knew I used to have a weak stomach so she threw one of her hardest punches there. I didnt flex, and she broke her hand on impact...it was hilarious. She tried swining on me as I backed up with ease, dodging eveything this sad excuse of a girl had. When she left herself open I threw a light punch to her 4 pack...sending her flying about 4 feet...and she was unconcious when she hit the ground. The kids stared at me funny...and I didnt know what to do. So I ran off, in fear, and hid under some bleachers. I couldnt stay in school that day, so I grabbed my clothes and skipped the rest of the day. I bet youre wondering why Im saying the serum and the incident caused my gene to awaken. When I got home, I saw the same super strong mice, shirveled up, and dead. Apperently what I made would have killed me. But Ill work on a real serum... I cant leave my friends hanging like that. Im going to get to the lab for a little. Ill blog again later.

The Defining Moment 11 / 30

I...dont know what to do. I must tell you...these last few hours have been so eventful, people with normal hearts would have a heart attack...no joke. But you have to hear me out...I...finally...acended. My powers finally showed themselves...and the thing is...the ritual..and what im about to tell you..enhanced them...so I have no clue what im capable of now. I couldnt belive I had my eyes open the whole time this happened...but boy was it a rush.

I finalized and finished the modifications to the forumula. That was done...yes, I added in certain rediative things that could kill someone...but I was really desperate. I need this badly. As I stared at the vial, after Lucas and the others left I decided it was now...or never. I took the vial, and gulped it down...and I looked at the huge beaker that the rest was in. If this worked, I would soo share it with my friends. But something happened...my stomach burned like hell, as I moaned and groaned, I fell back, onto the table with all the chemicals...they shattered...and what was left of the forumla, seeped into my cuts. I was bleeding, I could barely see, my body was racked with pain, as I looked at myself in the mirror. But this was when the real crazy stuff went down. The cuts slowly pushed out the glass shards out of my body...I was confused as mess. I didnt know what was going on... my chest started to grow. I was so confused, I was like miss negative A cup, and I was becoming a C, then a D. I was getting very curvy...my rear was sticking out more... My net top started to strech out a little... but here was the part that was freaking me out...my eyes werent hazel anymore, but that weird color they were during the "ceremony". My hair got longer, I was getting a little taller, and here was the part that I loved. Her body started to get a little muscle on it, but then it started to grow like crazy, my arms were swelling up as I could see a few veins. My legs were filling out my extremly baggy pants. I had the ugliest belly of all time, then it shifted to a toned midesction, then slowly, dare I say it? I was getting a 6 pack...and it filled out, and looked hard as stone. My chest, I coudl see pushed out a little more, cause now I was getting pectoral muscle under my still full and ample bosom. My back filled out, my skin tanned just a little. My shoulders, my neck.. I was in shock. I looked my body over, my net shirt tore off when I just looked to the side. I slowly tied my hair back and looked my body over. I smiled as I snuck out the back, accidently ripping the door off its henges, I slowly started to put it to the side. All I knew was I had super strength, and a body to back it up. I looked to the sky, smiling, and all of a sudden I felt light...when I looked down I was floating. This was another boost...I had no clue I could fly. When I landed, my hands ignited with a purple energy...when I aimed it at a tree...I fired a blast. Oh my god i was so happy. I covered myself in a robe. People said I was weird, flat, and had nothing aside from a cute face. Now I have a body like a I dunno...middleweight bodybuilder, I was so curvy, I was on cloud nine. I ran to my mother and called her down. I asked about the family "curse" as she filled me in on it thats when I learned, the chemicals widened the possiblities of powers I had. Healing...strength...invunrablitiy...flight...energy projection? Oh my god, school tommorrow will be fun. Youll hear all the juicy stuff when I get back from school...

The Pain 11/29

This...is insane. Im good with science. Hell Im well respected for it. Its one of the few reasons my brother and sister take mercy on me evey now and then. Its weird, we were in the my personal lab, things were working very well. I looked to Lucas and spoke, "Lucas... what if this adrenaline forumla works...I mean its perfect. Boosts ones metabolism, excellent source of protein, and permits easy muscle building." He replied, "I...dunno..." I didnt care really. I wanted to finish this! I needed this...I wanted power...I wanted strength... I couldnt be pushed around anymore! We tested it on the rats, and the animals and it worked perfectly. But I had to be totally sure. As we let the forumla finish solvating we went back to the room where the others were. Tania had a glass full with a black substance, another member of the group, Yuriko drew out alchemic lines on the ground. I did research on my family and learned there was at least one superhuman born almost every generation... and the intresting thing was, it would usually happen to females. I thought if I went through with this...this could probably bring it out of me. I layed on the circle, nude, as Tania painted these symbols on my body. I had no clue what they meant, but im sure it was for my safety. As they began to chant, I didnt belive in the dark arts until that moment. The circle glew blood red, as my body pulsed with pain, they were in awe, as i could see myself in a mirror above me... my veins buldged. My normally hazel eyes took a light pinkish magenta color, my veins glowing red...I didnt know what to do. I couldnt scream. Then every spot where a mark was put glew with a vengance, gving me a burning sensation all over my body. I passed out...for lord knows how long. More like 4 hours later, making it about 12: 00 PM. I slowly sat up, my friends shook their heads as my vision focused. "Nothing." Lucas spoke up...and he was right. Nothing happened to me. But im sure...ill luck out. This forumla might need some readjusting. Im working on it as I speak...Ill catch you all later...

My Insanity 11/ 28

Hello... im Marina. Im not sure if you know me...I highly doubt it. Im 16. Unpopular...a junior in High school. I dont have many friends, the ones I have are usually ridiclued and beat up on. We were marked, as "The Devils Whores" by many. Its just me, Tania whos a senior. She used ot be popular, until she was beat up by several of the weakest, and i mean weakest people around...when she was belived to be the strongest. So she fell from grace, before she fell she was nice to us anyway. So we gladly accpeted her. Lucas, whos a sophmore. He was oneof the kindest souls ever until he was found alone in his home with his whole family slaughtered right infront of him...he was traumatized for god knows how long. And theres a few others, but I cant go into deep detail. Im always being looked down by my sister and brother, Louis and Tracy... they seem to have fun picking on me. Louis was a football player, strongest guy on varsity... could manhandle me in moments...and Tracy was muscled for a girl...due to her track and wrestling training. Then I had mom and dad who gave less bit of a damn where I was, I was dead weight to them. My little sister Marta only cared about me... shes a freshman this year. We were triplets, Louis, Tracy and I, so they enjoyed picking on me because they were popular and stronger... It doesnt matter...im sure one day Ill get them back...and Ill show them all.

Che...

Its Funny. They feared me...so they closed the old blog down. Dont worry...Ill fill you back in on everything soon.