Reflection 12/05

I failed. I failed Marta. Not only as a sister. But as a guardian. I had power to change the situation...and I called their bluff...and they werent kidding! Marta's healing a little. Theyre not sure if shes going to make it, but shes doing much better. Should I become a hero? To prevent all thats going on? Blogger...Ultragirl...Daphne...Sandra. Che...other beings like myself who trancend what people consider normal. And were looked at differently. All because were more privilaged than they are. And Im sick of it. They dont care about me...im a freak in their eyes. I love life just as much as the next person. But if they want to take away mine...should I take away theirs? should I throw my morals out the window? Sunday...and the rest of Saturday was long. As soon as I stepped out...they glared at me...the police, they came back in larger numbers. All aimed their guns at me...I didnt know what to do. I wasnt going to turn myself in, just because it was a crime to be me. I dont care anymore. I told them, "I dont care...back off." And they screamed and threatened they would call super powered beings on me...to stop me. And I replied, "Bring it." I dont care...if I have to throw it all away to protect my beliefs...I will. My sister...she will get better. I swear...SHE WILL get better. No matter what the cost. For I belive if any of you in my position, would do the same thing...no matter how much you deny it. Im going to lift the new weights I got. I currently bench a little over 85 tons...and I can press up to 90 tons... Although it feels without training im getting stronger...nothing wrong with training. Ill go train a little right now... leave a message after the beep.


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