Being Underground
Yes...its been almost a month since I last posted. And if any of you worried about me...I am TOTALLY sorry. :D Its just that ive been busy with personal training, finishing the wrestling season (which I won states for the heavyweights...the guy was easy) , and of course... being a vigalante.
First on the list to update you on... home life and friend life.
Things have gotten so much better, its not even funny. Theyve really started to become nicer to me. Although Louis still hates me and resents me, I dont care. Ive been the best person I can be, and I cant be anymore than that! Tracy respects me...out of her own, not by me forcing her. Thats totally against who I am as a person, and I will NEVER force anyone to do something for me. :) Marta is doing so much better, and is actually in gymnastics...Im so happy for her.
My friends on the other hand...*sigh* it isnt that great. Lucas was hurt in school the other day. Not by accident either. Some gang members wanted test answers from him, he said fuck off. And I was thinking, "Good for you Lucas!" But...they visited his home, blew the door down with a shottie...and they whipped out their pocket knives and shanks. Its just Lucas, his mom...and thats it. And thats who were exactly hurt. They were sliced up...stabbed up...they werent found until Tania went to visit about a week later. The gang members were found and put in jail...but, I was so hurt when this happened. I mean...this was one of my closest friends. I wanted vengance so badly... so I followed through. I went to their hang out, just in a net shirt, baggy jeans. This was around early Februrary...so I lifted 40, 000 tons then. I went in with just my hands...and I beat them up...not to kill...but to hinder so badly. Deep down inside, I enjoyed every moment, I felt like an acient warrior in battle... slaying her opponents. They were battered, broken, and some nearly dead. I wore a ski mask though...so they didnt know who it was. So when the report showed on the news...they had no clue who attacked them. The police had an idea...but knew what was up. After thinking about it now...I regretted that... I really dont know what I want anymore... I want to help people. But then...I want the ones giving pain to suffer 1000 fold for what theyve done.
Second on the list - Wrestling.
Season went great. I had to fake it a lot...but I went undefeated the whole season. (Gee I wonder why?) The coach was happy, and I guess I was sort of popular...although the girls still called me freak. Assholes. I broke up with Ashley...It wasnt worth having a brain dead bimbo anymore. She only wanted body. Not mind. And if Im going with someone I want someone who wants both halves.
Last But Not Least... Abilities training!
I max about 65,000 now. But thats when Im really motivated. Im impressed with my form...im like harder than titanium now. The car endurance test...Ive not felt a thing as of late...and if im scratched...it sorta heals up in about 2 days. So I guess I heal a little better. Ive gained total control of my energy manipulation, and my flight. After reading up things with Ultragirl ...but then reading things from Blogger...I so wanna make a choice on my future soon. But...should I do what I want...or...be a hero...? *sigh* So far im leaning twards hero. Lets hope I stay that way.
Gotta head to class, got Weight Training followed my Chemistry...both my favs. :D See you all later...and I hope to post soon!
First on the list to update you on... home life and friend life.
Things have gotten so much better, its not even funny. Theyve really started to become nicer to me. Although Louis still hates me and resents me, I dont care. Ive been the best person I can be, and I cant be anymore than that! Tracy respects me...out of her own, not by me forcing her. Thats totally against who I am as a person, and I will NEVER force anyone to do something for me. :) Marta is doing so much better, and is actually in gymnastics...Im so happy for her.
My friends on the other hand...*sigh* it isnt that great. Lucas was hurt in school the other day. Not by accident either. Some gang members wanted test answers from him, he said fuck off. And I was thinking, "Good for you Lucas!" But...they visited his home, blew the door down with a shottie...and they whipped out their pocket knives and shanks. Its just Lucas, his mom...and thats it. And thats who were exactly hurt. They were sliced up...stabbed up...they werent found until Tania went to visit about a week later. The gang members were found and put in jail...but, I was so hurt when this happened. I mean...this was one of my closest friends. I wanted vengance so badly... so I followed through. I went to their hang out, just in a net shirt, baggy jeans. This was around early Februrary...so I lifted 40, 000 tons then. I went in with just my hands...and I beat them up...not to kill...but to hinder so badly. Deep down inside, I enjoyed every moment, I felt like an acient warrior in battle... slaying her opponents. They were battered, broken, and some nearly dead. I wore a ski mask though...so they didnt know who it was. So when the report showed on the news...they had no clue who attacked them. The police had an idea...but knew what was up. After thinking about it now...I regretted that... I really dont know what I want anymore... I want to help people. But then...I want the ones giving pain to suffer 1000 fold for what theyve done.
Second on the list - Wrestling.
Season went great. I had to fake it a lot...but I went undefeated the whole season. (Gee I wonder why?) The coach was happy, and I guess I was sort of popular...although the girls still called me freak. Assholes. I broke up with Ashley...It wasnt worth having a brain dead bimbo anymore. She only wanted body. Not mind. And if Im going with someone I want someone who wants both halves.
Last But Not Least... Abilities training!
I max about 65,000 now. But thats when Im really motivated. Im impressed with my form...im like harder than titanium now. The car endurance test...Ive not felt a thing as of late...and if im scratched...it sorta heals up in about 2 days. So I guess I heal a little better. Ive gained total control of my energy manipulation, and my flight. After reading up things with Ultragirl ...but then reading things from Blogger...I so wanna make a choice on my future soon. But...should I do what I want...or...be a hero...? *sigh* So far im leaning twards hero. Lets hope I stay that way.
Gotta head to class, got Weight Training followed my Chemistry...both my favs. :D See you all later...and I hope to post soon!
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